this happened today

• mom: i just really think you should go to a local school first, so you won't have to pay.
• me (out loud): yeah, i don't know...
• me (in my head): LOL NOPE

hey

i love you.

i love you so much, i really, really do. i’m sorry i’ve been so angry. and bitter. and selfish and ugly and just everything horrible.

i love you. you are a wonderful person and i don’t care if we believe different things. you are my brother/sister in Christ and you’ve blessed me by just being here right now.

Here is the difference between love and lust:

• Love is patient: it gives
• Lust is greedy: it takes
• Love does not demand
• Lust wants right now
• Love is kind
• Lust will bring tears
• Love is unconditional
• Lust is conditional
• Love if faithful
• Lust waivers
• Love never gives up
• Lust will leave when not fulfilled
• Love endures every problem
• Lust avoids every problem
• Love is self-controlled
• Lust is self-centered

i do not need to be a five point calvinist in order to believe God is sovereign.

the next person who implies that i do, is going to be unfollowed.

i’m tired of feeling like this. i’m tired of the sorrow and the burden. i’m tired of people making me feel like i’m missing something.

it got even better.

• Me: No app is too glitchy for the teeming hair folicles of righteousness!
• Susanna: Omg. stahp! Bahahaha. So manly that even the apps man up and stop quitting.
• Me: So manly the app updates before there is even an update available!
• Susanna: Hahahahaha. I am so dead.
• Me: Fear not! The manly beard also possesses healing powers!
• Susanna: LOL. One look at the beard of a mountain man of God is enough.
• Me: Yep. Because if you look closely, scripture is actually printed on each hair.
• Susanna: hahahaha omg. And when strummed, his beard can produce the sweetest hymns.
• Me: HHAHAAHAAHAHA!!! YES!!